stupid england dunno kick what kind of sub-standard football. grr. so zero excitement. bleah

drama alumni dinner was surprisingly alright, but the revelation that there might really not be a public performance sort of stunned me. and qinzhi's words made me remember the fun we had, the bonds made, the Chinese Drama Spirit. and i guess for a while i wont feel that kind of 感动. abit 空.

people sometimes lose faith, so perhaps that's the reason why we look to something we can hold and see. amulets, crosses, rings. symbols of faith and love. constant reminders that we should always have faith and never forget. but why do rings sometime become a 枷锁，让人有压迫感?

i never had much faith but i am seeking more. before one day, i am brave enough to put on a ring again. and hopefully keep it for ever.